+PREVIEW
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Saturday, September 21, 2002, 03:17 p.m.
See everyone, I'm alive. Sorry I haven't updated in ages. I've just been getting over some stuff, and starting to think about University, etc. Very hectic. I'm okay though, thanks everyone who signed my guestbook. And just to prove that I'm not slacking, take a peek at what the next version is gonna look like:
Miss you guys! The new layout should be up in a day or two! And hey, I'd love any and all emails you might wanna send. My inbox is getting empty.
+DEPRESSION
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September 8, 04:27 p.m.
Self Assessment Results:
Is it depression? » Self Assessment » Is it depression? Self Assessment Results: Clinical depression is not something you can just “will away” or “talk yourself out of.” While no standardized test can tell for sure if what you’re feeling is, in fact, depression, your responses suggest that you’re in much more pain than you need to be. Depression is very treatable—and the sooner you seek help, the sooner you’ll feel relief. Consider discussing some of what you’re feeling with a physician (what looks like depression can be caused by such things as physical ailments, medication side-effects, or hormonal shifts) and/or sharing your concerns with a professional therapist.
I think that new layout is going to have to wait. Oh, and don't bother coming over to cheer me up or even coming over. My Mom will just kick you out. Am I in trouble (again) you say? Oh, most definitely, but, as usual, I have no idea why. Really, no idea. Oh well, I'll give it a week to pass. She's all talk all the time. She only goes 1/4 as far as she says she will. (She=Mom).
Yeah . . . I'm gonna go to the bathroom and cry now. I'm not sure why, but I've been holding it in all day.
+READ THIS
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September 6, 04:34 p.m.
Okay people! This is what's gonna happen. I'm gonna put a new layout up either by tonight or sometime tomorrow. The bulletin board thing didn't work out, so I'm just gonna focus my energy on that fitness page.
The webcam will be more updated (promise!), and I will reopen hosting. Having said that, I'd like to say thank you to my three hostees for being the best hostees a host could ever have. They're the sweetest things, and don't cause me any trouble. Basically, that's what I'm looking for in a hostee, so if you apply, then . . . apply.
Okay, I'll go now so I can get started on my site. I'll give you a hint as to what the theme will be: "Timmie".
+WORKIN'
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September 5, 03:56 p.m.
Wow. I just realized I'm taking CHEM 30, BIO 30 and MATH 30 altogether this year. That's a one-two science punch and a hard whack on the head from Math. Not that I hate Math, I love it. But I do hate science beyond all comprehension, which is unfortunate, because I need them if I want to go anywhere in CompSci. Mmm, maybe I'll eventually learn to appreciate the pituitary gland and all it does for me, to the point that I'd truly want to learn about it. And Redox. That's a cool word, but a concept I have yet to fully understand.
So, I skipped cheerleading practice today. Without any notification. They're gonna kick me out soon, aren't they. Ah well.
I feel like working out. But the TV's in use, so I think I'll just read a bit then work out. Ideally, that's what I'd do, but knowing me I'll slack off on the computer and EAT MORE JUNK FOOD. Darn me. I gained a pound today, pissed me off. Gotta get rid of it!
The K3 (my abbreviation for "kitt3n") Boards are gonna be up real soon. I'm currently making a banner for it and whatnot. AND the new layout. I really, really, need a new layout.
+SEX AND THE CITY TOWN
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September 4, 06:15 p.m.
Y'know what? My site is really pissing me off. It's not getting it's optimal amount of daily visitors! I guess that just means this layout's getting old. I should give it a new Back To School wash or something.
If you're wondering about the title, "Sex and the City Town", basically, I'm just noting that I can relate to Carrie a little too much. Okay, maybe Charlotte. In any case! They're four women, living life, hoping to find The One. They always find "the perfect guy" and he always has to have a flaw; He's Catholic, he's on Prozac, he's got bad breath, he won't introduce you to his mother, he's got a 3-inch penis . . . I mean, you can never, ever have it all, can you. But then I guess, if you're searching for The One, he has to be "it all".
What I find, though, is that you never know he's The One, until . . . well, until something . . . ugh, HOW TO SAY WITHOUT SOUNDING CORNY . . . y'know how they say you don't know what you've got until you've lost it? Well, let's say you thought you lost it, or you think you'll lose it. Anything that threatens that person's existence in your life pretty much is all you need to really know. If you think, "Ah well, I'll get over it, it happens", then you know it's not the one. If you sent him off then, well, your loss or his, either way you're good. But if you're actually considering sacrificing things for that person, even if it's the smallest thing, well, he just might be the one.
As I say, love isn't about convenience. If it were convenient, you wouldn't have anything to prove your love with. It's the effort you put in, and total disregard you have for the rest of the world, that lets the target person know, that you're all for him.
Yes, yes, yes. I got a little out of hand. I need feedback on this, and the form on the left is getting real tired of sending blank forms . . . ;)
+LAST NIGHT OF THE WORLD
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September 2, 07:41 p.m.
School starts tomorrow! Argh! I'm not looking forward to it. Well, I am now, just a little. I'm not up for being surrounded by the paparazzi all over again. People can be sweet, but they can be catty as well. Oh well, this should prove to be quite an interesting year. I have a feeling that it's gonna be nothing too special, but if I don't be careful, the year could suck. I know for sure that this year especially, depends on my being able to control myself, in all aspects.
Well, Calgary was nice. Bought new lingerie, and OM Yoga and "The Skinny", by Patricia Marx and Susan Somers.
Jayme's here. Gotta go.
+SORRY SWEETIE
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Friday, August 30, 2002, 01:24 p.m.
Ah shit. I'm going to Calgary. Sorry Jeffery. I'll call you later ok, I love you!
+PILL POPPER BOARDS
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Friday, August 30, 2002, 12:28 p.m.
So Valerian Root doesn't do a good job at putting you to sleep. It does a great job at calming your nerves though! It's a natural relaxant, after all. Which is what I needed cuz I was very angry last night. Which makes me even more angry, because if I didn't throw a tantrum in the first place, the weekend would have worked out better. The weather sucks too, so that's not helping anyone's moods. I still have to talk to my mother. Maybe things will work out . . . ?
Fortunately I'm naturally optimistic by default. I amaze myself some(most)times. SO! Guess what everybody, I am currently constructing a bulletin board, which I intend to call "Pill Popper". Inspired by my pill popping tendencies. Vitamins, Omega 3-5-6, herbal supplements, you name it. I might rename it, you never know. I probably will.
And as soon as that's done, I'm gonna get started on my fitness section, and possibly start up a design company or something.
But. First things first. Prioritize: fitness section. Then, message board. Then, company. THEN, new layout.
Oh and I just might be going to Calgary. I'd rather not, I really wanna get to work on this.
+GOODY BADDY
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Thursday, August 29, 2002, 07:17 p.m.
The bad part about living in a small town: there are no designer stores. The good part about living in a small town: there are no designer stores.
You'd be surprised at how far you can stretch such a tiny amount of money! Well, okay, not very far, but you get things for really cheap. Like my new flip flops for example. I could have bought twelve, and it still wouldn't have been expensive. I also finally got myself a new binder for school. And I didn't have to settle for any of those Mead ones that everyone has or those really plain ones. I got a golden glittery one and I put my "Will Work For Chocolate" sticker on it. A nice compliment to the chocolate stuffed toy that serves as a pencil case.
Apparantly my Dad had no idea about my camping trip. He freaked out this morning and was trying to contact my Mom all day to ask her about it. Jeff will be coming over tonight to talk to her so that maybe the both of them can calm down. Hopefully all goes well. Cuz I swear, if they don't let me go, I'll . . . well, I'll get over it, but there will be a 48-hour period of time in which I will be very angry. Hmph.
And lastly, I would like to welcome our newest hostee, Concussion Band! Wow, I'm hosting a band. I feel special ;). And as for our other new hostee, she's changed her username from /64 to /bebe. Both of them should be up quite soon. Make them feel welcome.
Oh and has anyone noticed the latest webdesign theme? Aw c'mon, like you haven't seen Avril Lavigne gracing someone's weblog at least five times today. Not that I'm against it - she's very pretty, has great pictures, and I love her music. In fact, I'm going to contribute to this bandwagon:
+HI KYLE!
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Wednesday, August 28, 2002, 03:55 p.m.
Hey Kyle, if you're reading this, HELLO! (Waves enthusiastically). Oh and thanks for the dance school info; I just might be able to enroll!
I'm gonna go watch To Die For and then workout a bit. Boy I'm writing tons of weblogs today. Toodles!
+64
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August 28, 02:27 PM
My new hostee seems to have moved in, but hasn't made an index page yet! No, I don't ever check my hostees files, except for this one time, because I just wanted to see if she moved in. She did. But don't try visiting her page yet, it won't get you anywhere, which means she obviously hasn't made the index page, which means she probably doesn't want to be online yet. Oops, I just outed her. Oh well, welcome dearie! I'm sure your site will look gorgeous. Your email forward is working, by the way.
+STEALING ATHABASCA
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August 28, 12:57 PM
Well, well, well. Not a bad school at all, until I started digging deeper into the whole registration thing. I'm not understanding too many of the university terminology they use. I know it's an open university, so I can get in no matter what pretty much, and I have to be at least 18. So that'll give me about two years after high school to really brush up on my C++ and Java and HTML and stuff. Not that I have to, I just think University would be a lot easier if I actually knew some of the stuff beforehand.
Oh and it's NOT official. I MAY NOT BE ABLE TO GO CAMPING THIS WEEKEND. WTF?!!#$@!#@$!#@%!@#$?!! Ah well, I'll figure something out. Even if I have to sneak out.
I just came from BCHS. I registered for Chem 30 and Math 31. NO SPARES NEXT YEAR. Bloody hell. Oh well, it's my last year, I'll give it my best shot. I need the math and the science if I wanna get into Computer Science.
Oh, and Jeff, if you're reading this, don't let the words "Athabasca University" give you a heart attack. I know it's University, and I know it means Athabasca, but click on the link and read more about it before you freak out. Hint: the only time students actually go to the campus is during graduation . . . ?
+ZIPPY
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Tuesday, August 27, 2002, 07:57 p.m.
Okay, it's official - I'm camping this weekend. Jimothy said yes, so we can use his boat. He said he wanted to bring certain plants. Great. He's a stoner now; I'm so proud (rolls eyes).
To all of those who think adding milk and sugar to tea is gross: it ain't. I love my green tea 500 times more just because I tried adding some. And oh, I can actually make ghee on my own (see weblog below).
I need new hoop earrings, and I need some before school starts. Don't care what brand, I need some, and I need some now. Silver, in large, medium and small, thin, thicker and thick, respectively. I also need a binder. I could always just walk my lazy ass into town and get 'em all already. Here's my back-to-school list:
binder (in pink, red, white, or baby blue)
pens (just in case the ones I already bought run out)
bronzer (my ultimate favorite makeup; it's the most multi-purpose thing on the planet)
hoop earrings
shoes?
Let's see how far I can stretch the money I don't have. It's a talent I cultivate. And Jaymes suggested a party before school starts, I'm just wondering, who, what, where, when and how I'm going to explain it to my grandmother. Oh well, she's only here till the end of September. And I'm gonna have to let her down - she wanted to go shopping with me this weekend in Calgary, but I okayed Jeff and/or Jimothy ages before already.
Talking to Jeff. Bye bye.
+WHERE'S MY SUGAR?!
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August 27, 03:21 PM
I LOST MY BONNEBELL LIP RUSH IN SUGAR! Nooo! I just bought it too. Why?!! Argh.
Anyway, guess what, my book, "Effortless Beauty: Ten Steps to Beauty the Ayurvedic Way" arrived yesterday (finally), and I'll be attempting a new Ayurvedic lifestyle. I have never before stuck to a diet and/or workout plan before in my life, so I hope I'll stick to this one. However, in reference to other diet programs, they do all work, it's just it's too damn hard to keep at them. Y'know, passing out from hunger and getting wasted from exhaustion isn't my thing, really.
But Ayurveda promises the lifestyle to be easy. It is, actually, incredibly easy. So easy you think it's not gonna do anything, but apparantly it does. Hmm. It's just you have to make lots of your own stuff, and buy more exotic foods. Like, they don't have any Indian foodstores in town, so where on earth could I buy ghee, or turmeric? Mmm.
Anyway, I highly advise the book. Go to Amazon and look up "Effortless Beauty". But it, and you won't regret it. I tried renting it, but I ended up wanting to steal it from the Hong Kong Public Library. I think it's best if you own this one.
+PLAYING AROUND
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August 26, 11:16 PM
Hee hee. Talking to Jeff right now. He's not in a good mood and therefore saying absolutely zilch. So I'm holding a phone that's not making any noise. Oh well.
+PROBLEMATIC
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August 26, 08:42 PM
Sorry for the lack of updates. There's been a lot of crap going on lately. And what I hate about a site which my friends know about is that I can't talk about my problems openly.
If you've applied for hosting and I haven't replied, or if you've emailed me at all and I haven't replied, just know that Doteasy's having lots of problems. So I'll get to you soon as I can.
Hmm, Renee' is on hiatus. I'll be working on a new layout myself sometime. Actually, I'm gonna go fool around with my cam now. Toodles.
+BLAH
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August 21, 02:57 PM
(Sniff) just came from the pool. Anyway, there's a new baby in the family! Check her out, she's got the cutest site. Anyway that's all I can say for now.
+UPDATES
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August 20, 10:13 PM
Changed everything. The "domain", "girl" and "junk" pages have been updated and I'm working on a whole new section for hosting. It'll be done tomorrow.
The jeff.shtml page isn't completely done yet, so don't bother. Oh and I have at least one or two new hostees. Check that out in that "exit" page. And yes, the weblog looks different too ;).
+2 MORE WEEKS
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Monday, August 19, 2002, 12:20 p.m.
Poo. 2 more weeks till school starts. Ordinarily I'd be anticipating it, but I am so not ready to go back. For one thing, my schedule is still all whack. My Mom's not satisfied with what they gave me so I'm gonna have to change it. That just makes me real uneasy knowing I don't know what I'll be doing in the next two weeks for the next year. Me and Jeff haven't even emptied our binders and refilled them with new paper yet! I'm gonna try convince Mom to get me the new binders I saw at Bootlegger. They looked like they were made out of jeans, very cool. Expensive, but hey, you can't put a price on education, can you? Oh, and new sparkly gel pens. Lots of them. I'm Asian, leave me alone.
I bought the Reanimation CD by Linkin Park and some new Skechers. Among other things. The Reanimation CD is nuts. In a good way, of course, but I swear . . . it'd be best if you already owned "Hybrid Theory". Otherwise it would be like watching, "Not Another Teen Movie" without ever having seen any of the teen movies they were fluking.
Argh. Am very busy. Too much stuff to do. Toodles!
+BACK FROM CAMP
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Friday, August 16, 2002, 05:40 p.m.
As I said in previous entries, I was not thrilled at all to be going to camp. However, going was one of the best things I've ever done. I loved it! The people were sooo sweet, the food was yummy, and it was never boring! It was amazing, I must say. I'm gonna add a few couple hundred new people to my MSN Messenger!
I'm officially moving into the master bedroom now. Sweeet. I miss being back, but I wouldn't have minded staying in camp a few more days. I do miss Jeff though, so that's a (very big) plus that I'm back. I think he'll be leaving for the lake tomorrow. Which means I'll be camping again!
So, what did I learn from camp? Next time, bring more makeup and a curling iron. Everyone else did.
+YUMMY COUNTRY
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August 11, 05:06 PM
I had the coolest day today. I went to this town about an hour away from home, and we visited these people who lived in the country and my God, they had a beautiful place. So many different colored flowers! So many berries! And they cooked well, too. Kinda makes my beloved city melt in comparison. Now I know why people love the country. My only regret is that I didn't bring my camera - I could've taken some great pictures!
I'm updating my site. I'm changing quite a bit of the text in the domain section, and the girl section. And of course, the gallery will be turned into more than just webcam pics. Later, everyone.
+NEW HOSTEE
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August 10, 09:51 PM
Hey everyone, go visit my new hostee Jane. Sorry for not linking you right away girl, I just got back. I'm also accepting new hostees as we speak so, expect some new links. I will link all of you soon, I promise. It's just me and Mom share a phone line, so it's not that easy.
Aww, all the people applying for hosting are so talented! I gotta be careful and make sure not to run outta space. As I said, I'm tempted to host the whole world. Well, as long as you're good!
+I'M BACK
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August 10, 09:40 PM
I know I wasn't gone long, but I was at Drumheller. Very cool! We went to the Royal Tellewhatever Museum. I got some great pictures of dinosaur skeletons and stuff.
Oh and the day before yesterday, I did one of the craziest things I have ever done in a long time. I CHOPPED MY HAIR OFF. MYSELF. Of course, that did not end too well. Mom rushed me to the salon (my Dad didn't think it looked to bad), and I ended up with a pretty cute haircut in the end. It's very layered and shoulder-length. Well, it's shoulder-length at the back. You'll see me on my cam tomorrow.
Well, I can't make this long. I've decided to make my gallery section more than a cam archive. We'll see what I do with it.
People, visit this girl. I told her I'd link her, but I use a totally different computer to do my site, and that makes things complicated . . . so yeah. I promise I will link you! And muchas gracias again to everyone who signed my book. I'm gonna check my mail now, and I swear, if I find another blank email form, I will scream.
+MOVING ALONG
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August 8, 11:26 AM
Well I submitted my site to three listings and two cliques. I won't be joining anymore, I don't think. Yes, I'm lying. I have a clique addiction. I am joining another clique as we speak. Hee. Fun fun silly willy!
Thanks to everyone who was signing my book. I love you all! I've decided to join cambitches.net. I just have to convert my image from a .gif to a .jpg and I'll be set.
I called Ting last night, spoke to her for over an hour. I'm so dead when the phone bill comes. Vegas isn't that far from Canada, is it? Tsk.
I'm gonna go work out now . . . and someone stole my water bottle! You can't steal my water bottle, I need 3L of water a day, and that bottle is exactly a Litre! I need an exact measurement! Ah well. I'll steal theirs.
+CAMWHORING
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August 7, 06:51 PM
Okay, I am all for camwhoring, in the sense that it is used to define shoving your face and select body parts in front of your webcam, or posing in a way that shows all the world your glory. FULLY CLOTHED. But how, pray, would you do it naked? And don't take this literally, I know how to get naked, but . . . I mean shit, people. Oh well, whatever turns your crank. If all you wanted were a few items off your wishlist and some money off PayPal, and you got it, then good for you.
But Jeebus Christ . . . I mean like, what if you're Dad's horny colleague ran into a nudy picture of you? EW! It's the internet people, if you know you're getting lots of hits, you must realize, that the 12034565342 people visiting your site are seeing you what, naked? And with such a big number, one of them would be bound to know you or know someone who knew you. Be careful, ladies, jeez.
But I guess it's your own choice, and there's nothing entirely illegal about a voluntary cam picture that shows your insides. But still. PEOPLE! Get a life. Save your modeling talent for your boyfriend, okay? It is still very possible to get guys to jerk off to you in short shorts or whatever. As long as you've got clothes on.
+CLUCKING BELL
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August 7, 03:12 PM
Yes. The phrase rhymes with "clucking bell". My mother took the liberty of signing me up for Camp St. Louis. Which is ironic because lots of girls have been begging me to go, and telling me such great things about it. Apparantly it's very fun.
Personally, I'd rather deep throat a telephone pole. Sure, I might be eating my words at the end of the five-day camp, but right now, I feel shitty and am entitled to act shitty.
Which also makes me entitled to look shitty. My UTI (which, apparantly, is caused by frequent sex; who woulda thought?) includes bleeding and a fever. So I'm hot and cold, blushy but not for healthy reasons.
Okay I'll stop bitching. I'm sure Camp St. Louis will be . . . quite an interesting five days. I probably just don't want to spend so much time away from Jeff, that's all. That just goes to show how independent I am.
+SICK
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August 6, 09:46 PM
It's nice to know I'm taking charge of my own health. I've never gone to the clinic alone before. Well, I've been diagnosed with UTI. I know it sounds like some freaky STD, but it's not. My Mom suggested it was, which was also really freaky. Eee. Anyway, it's nothing serious. It's caused by either infections, tumors (bad) or kidney stones (yikes). I've been in agony the whole day, but now I'm good. At least I know I can sleep.
Oh and my back hurts, even after that massage, which hurt like HELL. And I'm getting feverish. Plus, I was supposed to watch Goldmember with Jeff but can't because his parents made him work on his truck.
Speaking of which, I'm not even sure I'd be able to make it to the derby. So yeah, today's kinda sucky. But I'm feeling good, emotionally. This is one of those times I'm happy I'm naturally optimistic.
Chino and Amelia moved in! My little sister got new pet hamsters so she didn't mind the little mice anymore. So I got to keep them in my room. I personally think they're much cuter than any teddybear hamster.
Oh well. Better go watch Blackadder and work on this layout. And take more Advil.
P.S. Ever had a song that pretty much summed up everything you felt? Read.
+SLACKER
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August 4, 12:50 PM
I'm supposed to be cleaning the house up and getting ready to go out with Jeff. I'd rather sit right here and talk to my old friend, Ting (aka Leona), in my little nighties.
Yesterday turned out well. Dad didn't ground me after all, his bark is just worse than his bite. I ended up going out with Jeff last night (HOT TUB!). So the day ended quite well. I just hope I don't get sick today . . . I was feeling quite queasy yesterday . . .
Okay I gotta stop this slacking. Get your ass up and workout/clean up or do something Timmie! Okay. I'm going. Going. Byeeeee . . .
+GROUNDED?
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August 3, 11:46 AM
Okay, last night I really outdid myself. I've done stupid things before, but by George, this is by far one of the Top Ten.
The thing is, everyone knows my Dad is so strict, I could swear he was Hitler in a pastlife. Well, he's only here for three weeks, and I want to go camping with my boyfriend today (till Monday). Well, he was going to think about it, and of course, during his period of consideration, any act of misbehaviour would simply cancel my trip. Well, I left the house last night at nine, and came back past three. Which wouldn't have been a problem, had I not forgotten my keys. Or if I called. Mom says I shouldn't have called, because he waited up for me. He waited an hour, and I wasn't home. He expected me to be home 20 mins after I called, which, was what I intended to do too. But things happen . . . ugh. Basically, I woke Dad up, he got real grumpy, and "grounded" me.
For waking him up. Or making him wait up. One of those. Oh well, I've gotten into worse, and I've gotten out of it. I remember one time, I pissed my Mom off two days before prom, and she didn't let me go . . . till about the last minute. It was a pleasant surprise.
Well, me and Dad and the twins are going to the beach today. Mom recommends bonding with him. I'll try talk him out of it. His bark is worse than his bite, after all. But still. It's my Dad. If he lets me go camping . . . I'd have to buy jewelry to congratulate myself.
+JE SUIS UNE CAMGIRL
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August 1, 02:12 PM
Well, I finally got my digital camera! Actually, it's not mine, it's my Dad's birthday present to my Mom, but I've taken the liberty of using it. And claiming it as my own. Hee. Bad lil' Timmie!
Damn, it's the weekend tomorrow. Ideally, I'd be camping till Sunday with my boyfriend and his parents, but quite conveniently, my Dad is in the country. I'd be lucky if he lets me get into the freaking truck with him for five minutes.
Ugh, I have a dental appointment too. And I've heard lots of horror stories about this dentist. Which sucks cuz I've got sensitive teeth and am already generally sensitive to pain.
I miss Jeff. I hope he comes over today. He better freaking come over today, I haven't seen him all week. Plus, he needs to meet my Dad already. This should be interesting.
+DRY-EYED AND ALONE
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July 29, 11:33 PM
I really wish my Dad wasn't coming. Apart from the fact that he's bringing a digital camera (alriiight) I'm not happy about his arrival. Especially since if he weren't coming, I'd be able to watch a movie with Jeff tonight.
Y'know that old, old, song by Shawn Mullins, Rockabye? Listening to it right now. Suits my mood perfectly. Sigh.
Ugh and I'm itchy all over. Got bitten by a horsefly (they take chunks outta you) in three places, and got bitten by other insects in other places yesterday. Camping.
And I'm gonna go.
